if I type I felt suicidal, would that ring true?

I just couldn't let go of my comfort blanket, when my hair was styled I felt on top of the world,

nothing else really mattered I was set up for the day the week.

maybe coming from an angle of having always had attention from females then having it switched of hurt me to my core.

I remember staying in on summer days, depressed ,I never wore hats,
when I couldn't see my look that my hair style always brought out, or so I thought, probably still have perception issue.

I couldn't concentrate on anything, TV, reading, conversation, my confidence was zapped.
id go upstairs ...thinking please let me create the style I had a few days ago, so little hair left,
causing more damage to my scalp ,brushing hoping magically this session id do it.

and when it was styled, what I had left was, to me confidence restored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,
I could see my look,!!!!!!!!!! the relief the happiness, exhilaration I loved the world again and wanted to be out in it, enjoying the summer sunshine.

of course looking back it was pity full the hair I clung onto with more concealer than hair
but I was hanging on in there, holding on to the edge of a cliff.

I contacted advanced hair studio, went for a consult, this is it I thought, iv came to the end of the road with natural hair,
logically you tell yourself this, emotionally
you still strive for a hairstyle you really cant have anymore.
they gave a price £1000,pounds sterling, it may as well have been 10 times as much.

devastated, they contacted me weeks later and reduced the price to £800.

I had been looking at top lace, for a few weeks months, reading posts,
and put up a post asking about a cut in, as I was going to order from toplace,
some angel replied with the name of a one lady salon in whitley bay, operated by Sonia a 48 yr olde lovely lady.they had great hair from her and great service.

I went for a consult, I had my hair colour all wrong, etc.,
she said she could do me a system bond cut in £250.00 I was euphoric,

well fast forward 3 years into wearing,
and im the person I always should have been without the hair struggle.

I love wearing hair, I detest the perception wearing has,
but its changing slowly.

anyone, who is contemplating wearing, coming to the end of concealer, maybe a failed hair transplant, whatever you're hair loss, whoes,

you owe it to yourself to try wearing,
you've probably got a preconception to overcome about wearing,

it changes you're life, you want to scream happiness , looking in the mirror styling you're hair(well someone's hair) you're euphoric, just so complete.
better than any Prozac, any current hair loss pill, don't hold you're breath, tried emm all.

btw did I mention im happy.
Anthony, long winded because im passionate about my look!!! my hair.!!!!!