My friend don t lose your mind..In the bad luck you are lucky..Really.I discovered lace wig 5 years ago and I m 40.So I had to stand about 15 years of pain.All I can say is try .is not so difficult.Make a template(there are a lot of video here) choose a style(even by a picture)and make an order.I started wearing SFS as a first piece.you will have to experiment a little but is not so complicated.
May be just advice you not to expose your front line in the begining.
Another point:try both glue and tape.I use tape but a lot of people here prefer glue.
About tape this is the best for the front
3 Mil Lace Front Low Shine
http://www.splitendshairreplacement.com/
everything will be fine.