I feel your pain buddy, as does everyone on this site, I'm sure.

I remember when I first realized I was going bald, there was a period of a few days after the initial realization when I was virtually suicidal about it - being in my early 20's I felt that I was being robbed of my youth and my life was over. As I sit here typing this, it hits home how stupid I was being but I think we've all felt like that to an extent at one time or another.

The key is to educate yourself in what you can do about your hairloss, which you already seem to be doing.