Just thinking back to when I started losing my hair. I started to grow it and in the end looked like someone had placed a birds nest on my head, although it never bothered me that much as I was only concerned about not looking bald and still had quite a lot of hair.

I sometimes wonder why I didnt do more to help myself.

I remember after leaving my job I actually styled my hair better and saw an old colleague from work and the first thing he said was 'I see you've sorted your hair out' - in one way it made me feel better on another I thought I wonder how many negative comments I had behind my back.

I know theres bitchy remarks said about practically everyone in an office environment but I do wish I had done something back then.

Even though my hairloss is pretty much the same as it was say 6-7 years ago I look much better, and hopefully when I start wearing my small little piece I will look even better.

I guess everyone has regrets and not styling my hair better isnt exactly in the scheme of things 'a big deal' but I do sometimes look back and say....what was i thinking lol.