Ha, that sounds like a good place to be. Unfortunately at this stage of being shaved clean, I AM afraid to leave my house. It's a shame. It's amazing how defeating this feeling is. I used to be hyper confident. Now I don't know where you summon that sort of confidence from. It's lame, but I think most of my confidence was derived from the way I used to look, and the positive reaction of the fairer sex. Now I'm so deeply rooted in that, it seems impossible to draw confidence from anywhere else.